"Can i cry? " the word i ask myself each time i can do nothing,
i don think i am me, i change.
i don want to be me, i shall be gone.
i don like some people who is around me, they find troble,
i don want to live, cos i suffer.
i promise him not to do it yet i do it,
i felt so sorry...
each time i don want to make him sad, worry or angry.
But i alway made it.
i never want him to sad, cos is pain to see it.
i never want him to angry, cos is scary.
most of all, i don want to lose him,
or i won't want live to see another day...
because the boy i love is you, it the truth.
i'm shaking from the pain that in my heart,
i miss you even when i got mare night and i woke up to think of you.
you might be untouchable, but even thinking of you make me happy,
but it not enough.
i love the way you are happy, yet it is sad inside.
cause we'll be leaving each other after sometime.
i want to say thank you so much. you alway make the smile on my face,
the best baby in my life,
you would make whatever to make me happy.
you would always think of me 1st,
i am really happy, each time you were there for me.
worry about my health or anything went wrong?
and yet you alway suffer the pain in your heart. i'm sorry!
i have to say im really sorry for like everytime.
i can't find a time to meet you up,
i can't talk on the phone with you,
i can't make you happy
i can't make you smile
i can't make you stop worry about me
i can't make you not angry
like everything.
and you even cry for me.
BABY! i really love you alot. ! sorry for everything!