i screw things up, i blame myself for my big mouth, hais, i blame myself for everything,
i should say.. maybe i was really stupid, and i pretty messed up too. so, i can say nothing now
because nothing it going on, for now only (:
i didn know smiling can be so offened. hais, crying just make people care. i won't do that anymore. i will rather keep it to myself, hais, im sorry.
I hope you are alright. no one are to be blame. i know. that what you say , (:
it quite worried to see you guy like that, i wish thing are left untell.
