"Rao pen puean tur mai dai jing jing ♥ "
I just can say myself than, I think i think too much each and everyday,
dislike the being ignored feeling, maybe some of you don know how it felt .
but it really sux, alot alot.
why is it so hard to decide someone who live in your heart,
the one that you trying to protact? or the one that been in there all along?
I'm feeling empty, Incomplete, worthless, not important at all...
Something are kind of unfair, you put some one first, who put you second.
you are there fot your friend at 3am, when they needed you the most. and the
next day, they won't pick up their phone, didn't even borther to reply your text.
you cared soo much for that person, who dose not even care borther about saying "HI"
you gave someone your time to listen to them , and what they will give you?
" Sorry Im busy . "
Seeing myself change so much, isn't what hurts. what hurts is remembering who i used to be . Do you ever miss me? i mean truly, aching in bottom-of-your-heart pain,
which you just can't ignore? because that's how i feel almost every single days.
Don't use the word " FOREVER " cos you know that it will end one day .
the thing i did fot someone which mean the most thing you don tell them, you are doing. because it's shows that you are doing it for them and not doing it to get praise from them .
Sooo, i want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when my heart is
broken, and the one that could always brighten up anyones day even if i couldn't brighten my own . (:
我不喜欢孤独的感觉...
chan ge dai that crit, ta mei gar tam log.
