There's a whole out there....

What I found out was, I have to live on ...
I can't just keep thinking about the past, I WANT to walk towards future.
I'm really NOT okay without you, ); One more day to our 1year anny, you remenber?
I looked through our photo, I cannot believe that im still living in the past.
that i can't get over you. I just want you back, to be here beside me.
I miss the way you used to called me " baby/babe".
I miss the place where we always been.
I miss texting you from day to night.
I miss the morning text you sent me everymorning.
I miss those morning call, that you scare im late.
I miss watching movies at your house,
I miss movie outing with you.
I miss working with you.
I miss dinner-ing with you.
I miss playing House of death4 with you.
I miss those goodnight text you send me.
I miss texting in class with you.
I miss siting next to you in train.
I miss how you always there for me.
I miss it when i got mare night, yet you text me to sleep.
I miss it when you wake up in the middle of the night, just to see if im asleep.
I miss how naughty you will be each time,
I miss how you make fun of me.
I miss how well you took care of me when im sick , when i got sun burn.
I miss how you nag at me about my study,
I miss how you hit my head when i gave you all those nonsense answer.
I miss how you hug me to keep me safe.
I miss your cooking, even it didn't turn out nice.
I miss how you said me "stupid", when the kity didn't fly.
im willing to spent my time on you than blogging about you,
im willing to lose my time for friends, but only you.
im willing to waits, for hours to see you appear.
im willing to have you than thinking about problems.
Im willing to get much more punishment than others for skiping CCA just to see you.
Im willing to spent hours of time just to be with you.
Im willing to lose hours of sleep just to talk to you.
Im willing to do ANYTHINGS just to have you back.
lastly...
you are the first i love the most, and you are the only one i love the most,
even if i have anyone else. you are half of my heart, and no one ever replace you.
I love you and I’ll wait patiently for the day you say "I'm back baby. :) "