"I always tell myself, laugh to forget, but don't forget to laugh."

I want to be like Patrick, who is always be there for spongebob.
I try.. I'm tired... but i won't give up.
My mistake was choosing the wrong friend,
I chose someone that i have to always do something for her to make her happy each day,
Cook for her, think of joke to make her laugh, I accompanied her home from work,
Yet she think im not a good friend, i can't make her satisfied.
I didn't wanted to give up being friend with you,
I always wanted to talk to you,
I miss those time where we joke out of our self,
We do things together better and laugh at it.
Those time... never gonna turn back, but i hope we could start anew.
I really ... really miss talking to you...
